A disguise of self-deception

I'm not here to whine or to tell you how much my life sucks, Just sometimes I feel there are some places I can't open up to. A Blog seriously here might not be one of them. Why do I even have this? I don't even know, I tend to type up little diddles of my feelings in word pads or more, and overall I think people should know what I think, how I really feel. Maybe someone could help someone one day.

You can 'troll' me if you like, shit you don't even have to read what I put. Who wants to read the rambles of some fat depressed twenty year old who has no real personal life. No one. Eh...